soundtrack of my life

I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his.
       --Patricia, P.S. I Love You


Every morning I still wake up and the first thing I want to do is to see your face. 
I know what I want, because I have it in my hands right now. You. 
       --Gerry Kennedy, P.S. I Love You

It takes time
To heal the wound I've made along the way
If I'm blind
Open my eyes 'cause I need to see again

If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken

If I bleed
My lies won't fill the emptiness inside
I just need
For something real to open up my mind

Breaking down
I'm breaking down
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
It takes time

If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken

If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken

It takes time
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
If I can feel again


 

Forgive me if now I wear the face of worry
This time alone could never cause any doubt
But I�ve been cold too long
Such a strange time to find myself coming down as the rain
With all the holes my love,
To fill up from the middle
This storm could stay all night


So can you stay until we close our eyes
Til your dreams hold mine
Just stay until we know we tried one more time


Cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons
And they�ll go on and they won�t let go
They saw something that they know
Has never come so close
Can it stay here for us, for now?


Can it stay until we know ourselves?
I�m torn as I tell
You�re the story that I know and fell from
I�m so far into your story I don�t know why
We think we�re in control
When we lie between the lines


We�ll find a line to follow
It�s got to show real soon
Or we�ll never reach this high


We climb a little further
Cause there�s nothing we can�t get around together
Further gets colder until nothing was all that I saw around


So we stay until the ground
That we can�t come down from splits us away
Maybe stars know why we fall
I just wish they were thinking out loud
Oh, I could wish all night

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
Your great dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more)."

You're everything I wanted

for my pronks....


There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
all my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
well I'm not sure of my priorities
I've lost site of where I"m meant to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But i can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for me
And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words
I dont understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
cause the only place
That i want to be
is right back home with you

I gues there's so much more
i have to learn
but if you're here with me
i know which way to turn
you always give me somewhere,
somewhere i can learn

You make it real for me
And i'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why i've been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me
You make it real fo rme

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to ya
I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh, it's like

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,

Oh, it's like

Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind, oh

It's like trying to turn around on a
One way street. I can't give
You what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad
And I, can't change your mind, oh

It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I,
I finally see,
Baby we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward,
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe we're not meant to be